Dec. 20th, 2010
Last night, a card drawn from the Tarot said “Change”. A colorful flower turning with grace in the vast Universe. Lightening shooting at the very center, a triangle with a Yin/Yang symbol inside. The borders were filled with the I Ching symbols and the zodiac signs, the stars. A reminder that the only unchanging thing is “change”. A clear advice from Spirit “remain calm in the midst of change. Do not spiral around clinging to the borders. Instead, be in the center of change, balanced, peaceful.”
In my mind, there was no specific question. I asked “What’s the most important message I need to know at that moment”
Going home in a very important day in the planetary system… I could only think about tomorrow, the alignment of stars and the connection of all this and us as part of the Universe.
Tonight, the earth, moon & sun (our body, mind & spirit) will align perfectly in Space. Tonight the moon is in its full state in the darkest day of the year, Winter’s Solstice. Tonight, we’ll witness a Full Eclipse of the Moon in one of the most amazing places on earth, Hawaii…..
I feel so blessed to have chosen this moment in time to be home. The way the Universe feels and look from the island is unique, magical, gigantic, clear. There is no artificial lights or distractions to dim it down. It’s pure and vast.
The date to travel, Dec. 20th, was chosen from an intuitive place.
This isn’t about cheesy astrology. This is about being in tune with the Universe and the waves of events that shifts in the cosmos bring to all of us.
Many stories are flying around about this unique event. An important day for shifts in Consciousness. A space in time where a huge portal is to open.
Many even say that the big changes Mayans claim will happen in 2012 are meant to happen from today on.
I always thought the islands would be the least safe place to endure the changes claimed to occur… but what can I say? If something happens, Spirit was the one who brought me here this day… and I trust.
A couple of weeks ago I woke up in the middle of the night with questions. I sat and wrote what Spirit was telling me. It was so clear and loud and lovely and warm… It felt so good to allow myself to listen in that way…
Spirit: Si hija
M: (long pause)… Gracias por contestarme en Español ( thanks for answering me in Spanish)
M: What’s going to happen? What should I do? Where should I go?
S: You are in the right place. You know that. There is no need to do anything right now.
S: Are you learning skills? Are you learning about love, about you, about me? Are you growing as a soul? Are you allowing your soul to move through you?
S: Then, you are in the right place. That’s all it matters.
M: (long pause) Well, I guess I want to ask you to save me but I know it would be very selfish of me to say that… If its in the highest good for the evolution of the planet and my own, then I want to ask you to save me, to save my body in this lifetime…I’m really enjoying it…. I guess I’m attached ha?
S: Lo se hija. Se de tu corazon, se mas de lo que tu imaginas… (I know, I know your heart, I know more than you think)
…. Listen child, listen attentively… you are doing great…you know that one of the ways I communicate with you is through other people. Listen to the messages I sent through them. Listen to your heart as I talk to you that way too… Listen to the elements… the wind, the sun, the moon, the stars… just tune in because when you do, you tune into me..
Coming back Home to my beloved Hawaii
It definitely takes time
tuning into a different vibration
patiently waiting for everything to sync
Layers of thick mud
cracking up slowly
slower than I expected
slower than I suspected
Water tickling my toes
Sweet fresh breeze caressing my nose
Welcoming hugs, coqui frogs
and I still can’t let go
Papayas, star fruits, fresh coconuts
cracking macadamia nuts
picking up mangoes,
the memory in my cells it’s starting to wake up
I need more freedom
I need to connect to my truth
there is something I need to let go
Why is it taking this long?
the longing, the yearning, it’s unbearable
I feel the transformation about to burst
I feel the light coming through
I need to let go of things that are not true to me
I need to let go of things that do not align with my soul
of things that are not vibrating with my own vibration
so much around me pulsating at the same rate as my own
why do I keep clinging to this?
Ahhhh…. the realization comes in
I let go trusting I don’t even have to know…
the reason, the causes, the answers…
just trusting my own intuitive wisdom
I let go,
I make space for the new.
I feel it coming.
Something tell me to make space
I make space. I trust.
AT KEHENA BEACH
Visiting Kipuka Temple and sharing with my friend Robert
Lots of fun at Kiholo Bay
The Small world beneath our feet
Blessed by the Honu’s peaceful presence
A strange amazingly beautiful creature we run into