Dec. 27th, 2010
Kona fun ( Mau’u Mae & Beach 69)
Aina (land of Hawaii)
Visit to Pele’s flow
I knew I was in trouble. My hair was in the offering. But she whispered in my ear… I”’m flowing again, didn’t you want to see me? I’d love a piece of your gorgeous black hair… in a Ti leaf pouch and…add raisins! spices & flowers….. ” and who dares to say no to her wishes!!
Pele’s hand reaching out for the offering I brought
.. a minute later, she bursted and opened up. Her hair was wild and flowing, her lips, relaxed. Nice to see you Pele! I said, you look radiant today. I see that you are pleased with what I brought…as she gently took my offering.
Dec. 31st, 2010
Thank you Forrest, my friend, for appearing in my life to inspire me to come to Hawaii to come to my truth, the joy of nature, to Pele, to the knowing of what I want. I recognize once again, that all of our relations are sacred. We are either a gift to someone or blessed by the presence of someone… or both! Today, on Dec. 31st, I tapped into what I wanted to do for myself. I left Forrest at home. He wanted to stay home to receive the New Years. I needed to feel the joy of friends and community so I went to Robert Kent’s house.
There I met Daniel… ohhh… so sweet. and that night, we sat at his Volkswagen van. I said to Rachel, “I really like him” She smiled and threw a couple of cards… the tarot said: “the Universe is about to open, do not fear”
So, I listened. I trusted. I looked into his eyes and recognized him.
We went to Kalani to dance, then sat at “the point” and had some sweet conversations. We didn’t sleep that night at all. Instead, we kissed and kissed and then we went to see Pele, the queen of this island, the goddess of fire and creativity. Even without having an intention, we felt her blessing. It was like being in a bubble of love, indeed.
That day I went to bed around 10am. Daniel called me in the afternoon and invited me out to dinner at Kaleo’s. We had an amazing dinner and had great conversations and great silences.
Then a couple of days later, we went out in nature with his daughters. We had a great time and those 2 angels were amazing to be around…Malia & Sophia.
After a few days I realized I needed more time on the island. I changed my ticket to be with Daniel 1 more week. We took a trip to Kona. He needed to delivered some artwork there. What an amazing glass artist I come to learn he is.
We drove through beautiful mountains, eat wonderful food, read the book ” If the Buddha dated” together and had such a wonderful time together. This is the beginning of something good, I feel.
This opening in time also led me to an amazing journey with the Ayahusca queen for the first time. It was powerful and the most needed medicine I needed at that time, a powerful reminder of truth.
I write a day after my journey so that I somehow integrate the experience. A journey to the depths of other dimensions. Infinite layers were peeled. Veils lifted. A brotherhood, a oneness that’s so yummy and solid to understand. Not a dark spot within the light that was shown to me. Beauty, water running through me like waterfalls…tears and tears of gratitude…I felt one with the Earth, with my brothers and sisters, with the Universe.
and yes, I did understood the “concept” of “ Being One” previously. I did felt it and knew it before this experience but, this medicine was meant to peel deeper layers and dimensions to get me closer to the truth.. it allured me, it gently teased me. It felt like returning to origin, to the infinite space and shapeless of my soul, our soul, the living energy of our individual energies that makes up the one energy.
She called me. I answered.
She gave me an opportunity to set an intention and work through the things that I’m struggling with the most. I said “ I want to open up my self to see without judgement, to love unconditionally myself and others” … and she listened to me. She showed that and more.
She showed me the role that each one of my brothers and sisters play in my life. She showed me how important is each person in the web of life. She clearly showed me the beauty, the connection, the support that we all are to each other. We are here to heal ourselves, each others, our mothers and fathers.
She said “ witness”. Witness the evolution of your own soul and the soul of others. Witness the evolution of the collective consciousness. Witness your loved ones and their process. No need to judge. Each individual soul is evolving at their own pace. Enjoy, witness, be part of it and serve this evolution.
It was the sweetest and most beautifully visual experience I’ve ever had. Reptiles, scales, the kundalini master teasing me… She knew I was not ready so she was gentle and rocked me in the belly of an exotic amazing garden from another planet. I became an incredible flower with a succulent mouth and I could hear my brothers and sisters breath, purr, moan and laugh. The serpent would come and go opening her colorful mouth inviting me to enter. Images were very alien and reptile -like. In the earthly world it would be scary but I wasn’t scared. I was enchanted by the colors. I could only say to her “ No matter how alien your face is, you can’t scare me, I see your beauty”
My human body, my limbs, my clothes, races, countries, rules, separateness … all of it!… was so silly!! I would laugh hysterically every time. At one point C* came and put her arm around me and her arm became the branch of a tree. Sharing energy with her, with people, a smile, touch, a gentle sound…just energy was sooo divine & delicious!
I could hear and see the Spirits surrounding us, mysteriously embracing us and holding us in a bubble of love and support.
An amazing – unforgettable experience. Another piece of the puzzle towards consciousness and awareness. Thank you Pele for holding space, thanks to my brothers and sisters for your support, thanks to Rachel for the magic bracelete that kept nightmares away, thanks to Mother for allowing us to savor natural medicines-plants that serve as food for our higher chakras and energetic centers. Thanks Amy for extending an invitation to this magical Journey. Thanks to C* for her always grounding, loving, sweet, magical presence and for your sense of humor!. It makes such a difference… Thanks Daniel for his grounding smile and his loving eyes that kept me center and LOVED throughout the whole journey.
Love, love and light. Gratitude.